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Whence Cometh My Help: The Rocky Mountains, The Himalayas and the Agawa Canyon
| Again, it is difficult to capture spiritual insights and
experiences fully in words, but I spent a lot of time among
mountains on this sabbatical with people I love. After a 2
week trip in an open car through the Rocky Mountains (from
Banff to Denver) I feel as if I actually saw the Rocky
Mountains (and all their animal inhabitants - grizzlies,
black bear, white tailed and mule deer, rocky mountain
goats, big horned sheep, moose, bison, elk, pronghorn
antelope, beaver, and many smaller mammals, bald eagles,
osprey and other large raptors) for the first time. It was
indescribably wonderful to be at home in nature with animals
roaming freely with their young (although it was also
occasionally a little disconcerting – as in the time a mama
back bear crossed the road in front of our open car and her
cub did not follow – putting us in between them!) |
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In the Himalayas, in the areas we climbed, we saw mostly
domesticated animals, but full sized male yak, although
mostly gentle, can seem quite intimidating, (at up to
2,400 lbs) especially as we were on foot! I have a pair
of photographs, one taken immediately above me on the
path and the other immediately below, both of very
curious, extremely large yaks. Needless to say, I backed
into the woods to let them pass by! Peter and also
encountered a mama black bear and her cub at a short
distance on a walk up to the lookout in the Agawa Canyon
(whose sides are supposedly too steep for large wildlife
to descend!) In all these experiences I felt very much
put in my proper place as a human being, but one of the
many creatures who depend on the planet for survival –
but as well the only one with the capacity, and we hope,
the will to protect it.
As always it was humbling and inspiring and ultimately
very healing to be in the eternal presence of mountains.
I was reminded of poems by Nancy Wood, some of which are
in our hymnal “Singing the Living Tradition.”
"My help is in the mountain
Where I take myself to heal
The earthly wounds
That people give to me
I find a rock with sun on it
And a stream where the water runs gentle
And the trees which one by one give me company.
So must I stay for a long time
Until I have grown from the rock
And the stream is running through me
And I cannot tell myself from one tall tree.
Then I know that nothing touches me
Nor makes me run away.
My help is in the mountain
That I take away with me."
And this one:
"Earth cure me. Earth receive my woe. Rock
strengthen me. Rock receive my weakness. Rain
wash my sadness away. Rain receive my doubt.
Sun make sweet my song. Sun receive the anger
from my heart. Earth cure me."
And of course, by Psalm 121 – A Song of Ascents “I will
lift up mine eyes unto the mountains, from whence cometh
my help.”
| I was reminded at all times of the deep
peace, healing and messages of hope and rebirth
inherent in nature. In my train ride and
subsequent camping trip to the Agawa Canyon with
my mother and my sister, we had an incredible
opportunity to do some healing work for three
people most affected by my sister’s death.
Losing a sibling at 47 years of age was a
powerful reminder of the finite nature of all
our days, and it was a great privilege to be
able to spend such a beautiful week with my 82
year old mother, including going canoeing with
her all around the Agawa River. Time in nature
was an intrinsic part of the healing and
personal transformation that occurred for me on
sabbatical; I began to finally sleep well, lose
weight and feel my energy return after years of
insomnia during my sister’s illness and death.
Although I have been blessed with good mental
and physical health and a very happy marriage,
the stresses, losses and strains of the last few
years had begun to accumulate in me, body and
soul. After an opportunity on sabbatical to
re-order my priorities, I am happier and
healthier than I have been in a while. I need to
retain this healthy way of living as well as a
sense of the preciousness of time with those I
love and the finite nature of it as I return to
the work I also love. |
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'Tis the gift to be simple, 'tis the gift to
be free,
'Tis the gift to come down where we ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in the place just
right,
'Twill be in the valley of love and delight.
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Deep Learnings
There is no point in the future when there will be more
time available for those I love. There is no substitute
for taking care of myself and my soul in order to serve
the world. Regular time in nature restores my soul and
feeds my spirit. I need to learn how to live richly in
the moment so that the choices I make are a reflection
of my deepest priorities.
UU Values
• The UU Principles I feel are most connected to the
insights gained in nature are Principle seven and the
first and sixth theological source (please see above).
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